{"id":99,"date":"2015-12-16T00:51:40","date_gmt":"2015-12-16T09:51:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/?p=99"},"modified":"2015-12-16T00:51:40","modified_gmt":"2015-12-16T09:51:40","slug":"grateful","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/?p=99","title":{"rendered":"Grateful"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/geniusquotes.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/Let-us-be-grateful-to-people-who-make-us-happy-Marcel-Proust-quote.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>You are a charming gardener of my soul<br \/>\nhowever unwitting<br \/>\nI am so grateful for you<br \/>\nto you<br \/>\nSo very grateful<\/p>\n<p>The palpability of my relief demands expression<br \/>\nThat you still think of me<br \/>\nmiss me<br \/>\ncontact me<br \/>\nIt fills me and nourishes my soul<\/p>\n<p>I have been so afraid<br \/>\nof losing you<br \/>\nof you disappearing<br \/>\n(which one might think is the same as losing you, but it&#8217;s not)<br \/>\nof not being able to find you when I need to go looking<br \/>\nof being forgotten<br \/>\nbut mostly that you&#8217;re not breathing and no one would ever know to tell me<\/p>\n<p>Please don&#8217;t die.<br \/>\nI need you.<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know what I need you for.<br \/>\nI just know that I do.<br \/>\nI do.<\/p>\n<p>You have a million faces<br \/>\nand you&#8217;ve only just begun the introductions<br \/>\nI know you<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know you at all<br \/>\nAnd I want to meet all of you<br \/>\nand love each one you share<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You are a charming gardener of my soul however unwitting I am so grateful for you to you So very grateful The palpability of my relief demands expression That you still think of me miss me contact me It fills me and nourishes my soul I have been so afraid of losing you of you [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-99","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=99"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":100,"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99\/revisions\/100"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=99"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=99"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dirtfarmchronicles.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=99"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}